how can i start? okay lets start with dis..dulu i ada seorang kawan..we falling in love..lucky im in love with my bestfriend rite? kite kenal almost a year baru we start untuk cakap pasal love and missed..becos we texting everyday and never get bored at all..yeahh,angau dan jatuh cinta itu sangat menyeronokkan..then the best part was we never looking up everyday..2minggu sekali..kadang sampai sebulan..we try so much into our relay..and i try so much putting him into my heart..my effort to be with him..we had so much fun in our vacay..how we manage our feeling , ego and much more..so,part yang paling sedih when i thought that our vacation is our best moment ever turn into the very worst..holiday yang sepatutnya jadi anniversary yang pertama turn into the last time i saw his face i hear his voice and i hold his hand . i never thought it would be liked dis . bcos we do laugh , smile , holding hand along the 2days..he brings me iftar at the kedai ikan, bring me to the sea because he knows i do love pantai so much, he take me to melaka ..because he knows how much i do love vacation at melaka..seriously i do love him so much, i do miss him so much..but dis what we call tak ada jodoh comes with the very heaviest ever tears..why he do dis? almost a week we broke up but i still can't got the answer why..asked him..but he never answer me..i know im not as pretty as his friend..and maybe not as nice..mybe the very worse for those he hav been friend..but i really love to be with him..i try to find the way to settle down..but its seems not work at all..now he has his own life..and im trying so much to redha with dis takdir..ALLAH knows everything..i serik..lets friend being friend..atleast u never lost him..sbb dulu nya kawan kita rasa kita dah cukup kenal..tapi sebenarnya tak..and now i lost my friend and i lost my boyfriend without knowing the reason why..and dis is pain much :'(
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